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Spectre of Sanity

by Spectre of Sanity

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Laurie Monk
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Georgy Grahowski
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Martin Markström
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Intro 01:40
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2.
Monologue 03:19
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Reflecting memories manifest Decaying from the test of time but still intact And now your future’s on it – laid to rest Upon the mountains that you never climbed Somewhere, inside My soul is giving up on dreams, hopelessly Someday I won’t hide Every day is like a false hope That cuts through the empty heart Erasing what’s become of me To start anew and burden free Every grain of sand counts the wasted years Every shore that you failed to overtake Fighting your demons, grown beyond your fears Jumping with both feet in your next mistake Nothing to lose, what’s left of you Just a shell of an empty broken home Once filled with the empathy you gave away, Then facing misery and aftermath of hate That left you stranded in this monologue alone Nothing to lose, what’s left of you Somewhere, inside My soul is giving up on dreams, hopelessly Someday I won’t hide I won’t hesitate no more, living in this lie, approaching light Someday I won’t hide
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Deliverance 04:07
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Forced and driven by pressure I bend with nothing and no longer giving Years passed and now I make amends in poison, no longer living Ring the bells, Make it known This is the day that I break away All this time it was you who put me down reflecting the past trough a broken mirror. (A broken mirror.) Crawlin' in my mind, with no sound, banished to never return. (Return.) CHORUS: You are what I created You are the one who's dead inside and now I let go leaving it behind forever Now that has passed The storm that defied my will Welcomed at last I have the right to feel I walked to the edge of sanity Free from you perception and tyranny (Now I, Now I, Now I, Now I, Let go, Let go, I let go, Let go Now I, Now I, Now I, Now I, Let go, Let go, I let go) CHORUS: You are what I created You are the one who's dead inside and now I let go leaving it behind forever You are what I created You are the one who's dead inside, inside (and now I let go) leaving it behind ...
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Silent Agony 03:42
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This time let's take this to the end Lead me to the depths of your inner fears The darkness you keep in your soul Making you so distant and so cold I can no longer fool myself That I can live the life that now we have Chorus: Let me in, this is the only way to keep me close Believe in us Set yourself free and return the flame of our eternity  Stay with me Your eyes so beautiful and calm This tormeting silence is burning me inside I wanna break this wall, I wanna scream, I wanna cry I wanna hurt myself, don't wanna live this phony life This silent agony is slowly tearing me apart Silent agony Silent agony I wanna break this wall, I wanna scream, I wanna cry I wanna hurt myself, don't wanna live this phony life I'm running, falling, aching, trying not to lose my mind Neglected feelings are eating me from the inside Chorus:  Let me in, this is the only way to keep me close Believe in us Set yourself free and return the flame of our eternity  Stay with me
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Infinite Regress 03:41
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You putrid corpse, a fucking waste of space Now the tables have turned and you can’t escape Digging your own grave with your broken hands again Now is the time that you finally fall. Walking head up high, everywhere you go, every time you smile Drown in pestilence that you call “a state of mind” your malevolence trying to divide and conquer your equals Preaching your decadence, but you’ll never see the light of day. No more Restless whispers, of a coward standing in the shadow of its ego Reach in To your guts and see you’re an empty hollow shell Waiting, filled with fear, for the moment when the truth comes out. Seeking another place to hide your face See all your fears in my eyes They say history is written by the victors But you won’t get to hear a word said after you’re gone, Only the spit of the venom that you spread Will be reminder of the damage that you’ve done Realign your last mistakes Just before your final breath
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Another Thrill 03:41
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another thrill ————— [1] — night falls i lie in wait another victim of a paralysing ego scarecrow, scarecrow abomination of the impulse to subside a violent will another high to take me down hunting for a phantom illusion borne out of spite [2] — i am the first i am the trailblazer of another generation warrior i pave the way for others to discover an enigma elusive beast a child of fire domesticated but unleashed into the wild there are no qualms the prey it chooses who it will eventually succumb to [chorus] — shattered pieces (it’s a sweet parade of vanity) broken mirrors (a highlight reel for all your woes) all my fears (a modern take on timeless sins) flow like rivers (another way to spread a fucking lie) [3] — fire behind and fire below i run so fast yet stand in one place the more i progress the slower i go the harder i crave to keep up the pace my quarry will give, my quarry will fall forever mine to keep cast aside my weapon and i let go and the fire subsides and i fall in too deep in too deep [breakdown] [post-breakdown] [chorus] nightfall sets in (another high to take me down) voices fade out (i went too far, didn’t keep the pace) patience wears thin (another time, another place) faith turns to doubt (a highlight reel to celebrate your loss) losing myself leaves me hollow silently i reach out to you

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released May 14, 2019

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Spectre of Sanity Sofia, Bulgaria

Djent/Alternative band from Sofia, Bulgaria.
Formed in 2017.

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